+ a beau__tiful ho___

December 29, 2005

Meow.

Went towning.

Thanks angez for xmas pressie. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:42 PM]]

December 28, 2005

Been calling everyone around me
dodobirds. =x

Went to Toa Payoh to eat,
then to the library where
I tried to irritate the librarian
because he kept irritating my friends.

Kept meowing away.
Then lic starting barking and snorting.
Then two primary school kids starting
snorting and clucking and whatever possible.
Was hilarious till a certain point
when we realised they were very noisy.
The librarian didn't come. =s
Dodo bird.

Then we walked around the place.
Yada yada.
I'm lazy to type, as you know,
it's past 12midnight and I woke up
at 10am.

I'm level 12 in O2Jam. Heh.
All that in less than 24hours.

Anyway, thanks everyone for the
xmas pressies! xD
So touched they still remember me
when I'm away. Hehe.
I'm tired.
Off for now. =)

-nIx- @ [[11:59 AM]]

December 27, 2005

I'm back.

Too much meat. -.-
And those people love to play
xmas songs techno style.
Very very irritating.

Good thing they stopped playing it
after Christmas.

Stayed at a total of 7hotels in 9days.
Out of one I don't even know the name.

Was fun.
But the stuff there is rather expensive.
I'm so lazy to blog it down.

Off for now. =)

-nIx- @ [[9:57 PM]]

December 17, 2005

Today the guy came and collected
our car. Bye bye, car.

Went out early in the morning
for a movie.

Then home to send my turtle
to The Hiding Place during my holidays.

Then to AMK.
Bought a pair of pretty shoes. =))

Finished packing my room,
bed, toys and floor.
And half the junk on my piano
and computer table.

Dad was complaining about my messy room
and that he'd throw away my toys
because he had no feelings for them.
So I started packing.
And when I was rearranging my toys
he said I'm good. Wahaha.

Had to vacuum the floor again
after I rearranged all my toys.
Currently in the process of rearranging my notes.
And I will have to vacuum the floor, again.

And I'm baised towards my toys. Haw.
Gonna give away a few -
rather new, some with tag.

Then I started on my porcelain dolls.
I love them ever since my aunt gave
one to me for my birthday.
Then I had a craze for them.
Expensive hobby.
Wondering if I should continue collecting.
Don't keep them in my room though.
They look real. =x
Sadly, the boy's face CRACKED. =(

I'm so drained now. =s
I still think I forgot to pack something
for the trip.
Can't recall what.
Oh now I do - slippers.
But I still don't have any. Too bad.

Ps. If I bring my phone, please don't
call and sms unnecessarily. Thanks.

Off for now. =)

-nIx- @ [[8:28 PM]]

Today, if I have the time,
I will go pack my floor and bed
and vacuum my floor.

So I can welcome myself when I come back.
Muahaha.

I know I did balloons many years ago
and pasted them on my wall. Hawhaw.

Stupid song playing now.

I love SIA combs. HAHA.
Been using it since don't know when.
They just don't hurt my hair (as much)
compared with other combs.

I hope I pass by a Disney shop in Taiwan.
But then again, my bag space is limited
(and so is my allowance).
Heh.

New Year Resolution.
1. =)
2. Pay more attention in class.
3. Go through what I learnt after
every class asap.
(that's because you remember stuff
better if you revise within 24hours
from the time you learnt it.)
4. Start revising for exam earlier.
5. Ice skating - hobby? xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:20 AM]]

Exams are over.
And the results get worse. =x

T1 - 98% Sept '05
T2 - 88% Sept '05
T3 - to be attempted Jan '06
T4 - 82% Dec '05
T5 - waiting for results
T6 - to be attempted
T7 - to be attempted
T9 - to be attempted
T10 - to be attempted

I wanna go shopping. =))
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:13 AM]]

December 16, 2005

Someday... =))

But for now.
I'm gonna mug.
I'd be free soon. Heh.

swtrvg.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[3:34 PM]]

December 15, 2005

I don't know what to study.
I've already memorised more or less
all the equations in the book.

Nadia got 86%. BAHHHH. =[

I feel as if I'm going to bring
my whole cupboard of clothes to Taiwan.
So many!

Oh my nailpolish only lasted me..
2-3days. Heh. Lousy.

And I havn't packed.
Boohoo.
9hours to pack.
21hours to exam.

No mood to continue studying.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:50 PM]]

Doo doo doo.
And nIx is back here again.
Yes super distracted.
Because after tomorrow I'm free.

I hate Capital appraisal.
Whatever that is..

I die die also want to watch
my 7pm show. Hehe.

I know I'm not putting as much
effort in T4 as compared to T5.
But I really can't place myself
in that mood no more. x(

Formulas and more formulas.
Boohoo.

`happybee. Buzz buzz.
Off for now. xD

-nIx- @ [[6:17 PM]]

LALALALA.

Was shouting the caterpillar song
around the whole house just now.
Heh heh.

Who cares about my neighbours.
They slam doors, shout and shout.
And drill drill drill.

Oh how inconsiderate. =x

I've packed my own stuff
to bring on the trip.
I don't want to look dumber than
I already look the past few trips.
Like one big fat snowman.

I like my hat I bought from korea.
Makes me look like milk lady. =x
But it's so unique.

No stupid hats for me.
No stupid clothes for me.

Dad's selling his car.
Tomorrow's the last day it's
gonna be with us. =[

I look like a mummy.
The egyptian type.

I bought 3lip balms yesterday.
Lipice! Hohoho.
Apricot and Peach
Apple and
Lemon.
I think I have more than 10tubes
of them in total.
I can't find my 2nd empty lemon tube.
My mum think's I'm gonna poison
myself to death with those lipbalms.

Have to pack my stuff by tonight.

Oh yea, today morning on my way back
this smoker blew smoke
into my face. SUCKER.
Retard was trying to make me
die earlier from the 2nd hand smoke.
Good thing I always have the habit
of holding my breath.
I WIN, YOU LOSE. =))
And there's nothing you can do about it.

Lalas.
I can't wait till the exams are over.
I so wanna sing songs.
But for now I gotta study!

`turtlepower-
Off for now. =)

-nIx- @ [[4:06 PM]]

December 14, 2005

I want to be as tan as my dad.
Haw haw.
1hours++ more before I prepare
to watch a lil bit of tv
and prepare to go out. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[5:27 PM]]

I had one of the nicest dreams ever.
After so many days of nightmares.

Woke up rather happy.
And I'm in the mood to study. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[2:00 PM]]

December 13, 2005

T4 is tough. =s

I feel as crazy as I did
while studying for T5.
Happy new year.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:28 PM]]

My exams are drawing nearer.
I'm going overseas soon.

Don't know if I should be
feeling happy or what.

So many things I wanna do.
But I only have a day's
break before I fly.

And today I fell asleep again
reading notes.
JIAYING STOP CALLING ME AT 9AM.
I'm sleeping..
And I'm super tired. =[

I really forgot how to study.
They seem like a storybook.
I don't know where to start,
what to remember,
how to remember.

Save me.

I love my toys on my bed so much,
I wish they would come alive
so they can talk and play with me. xD

I played with antiques today.
They're all so cute.
Make me laugh like crazy.
Because they're entertaining.
But a little rusty. -.-

And the toys that come with
the children meals from the
fast food restaurants used to be
so much nicer and better last time.

Ok. I shall go study.
Off for now. xD

-nIx- @ [[4:19 PM]]

I realised Channel U has alot
of in-house advertisment.
I havn't seen outside ones.
And there's a lot of Superstar,
Superhost, etc advertisment.

And I also realised I can remember
tunes after hearing them once.
Wahaha. xD

I should be studying.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:07 AM]]

December 12, 2005

And the problem lies with me. -.-
I can't seem to stay awake
for more than half a chapter
of plain reading.

Who said studying was easy. HAHAHA.

I feel so slack since it's
computer-based.

Baka. Ahahaks.

I just feel like singing and singing.
Plus I havn't played with the swing yet.
I want to. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:39 PM]]

Tsunami just seemed so yesterday.
911 seems so last week.
That's how fast time passes.

My exam just seem so far away.
But I better study hard.
Time is precious.

Yesterday I was listening to my MP3
before I went to sleep.
Just like this particular song.
But yesterday it made me
feel very ......
Kept repeating it again and again.
Blasting it real loudly
from like 12+ till 1+am.
My memory's good. Real damn good
to remember stuff it's better to forget.

I fear one day I shall go crazy.
Right now I don't want to.
Cuz I will only end up hurting
others and myself.
Which isn't very smart.

At least now I learnt
not to take things forgranted.
To cherish what I have and not wait
till it's gone and regret.
At least I managed to get back what I wanted.
Else I don't know where I'd be now.

I'm very happy with life.
Minus the exams. =x

Thanks byon for all the radioblog help.
I love it to bits.

ANGE,
WE GOTTA MEET UP SOMEDAY.
LONG TIME NO SEE!
(and I miss my lighter too. HAHAHA.)

Ok I should start studying.
Aidan already got his chance to beat me
in T5.
I wouldn't really be competing
if it was Nadia. HAHA.
Just feels good to be able
to beat a guy in results.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:28 PM]]

Some basket slept on my bed
on my pillow.
And I just washed the pillow case.

And I won't have time to wash them
till friday.

Basket. =/

My pillowcase is stained.

Why can't they leave my bed alone.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:04 AM]]

December 11, 2005

Went to a wedding early morning.
Then came home.
And slept.
And went out.
Kbox.

Had to pay adult price because
I didn't bring my student pass. Bah.

Was fun.
Though I only know a couple of songs
out of the whole selection.

And I have to thank lin so much.
Hahaha.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:45 PM]]

I guess some stuff are worth treasuring.
Like the camp.
Hahaha.

Realistic smiles,
better results,
better behaviour
and no vulgarities.
Plus getting to know people.

Superteen outing on 12th Dec.
Don't think I can make it
if I want to score in my exams.
But I miss all of them. =))

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:23 AM]]

I WENT OUT.
WAHAHAHA.
I FINALLY GOT A LIFE.
But I have another exam soon.

Went to dhoby, somerset and orchard.
Shopped and shopped.
So much till I didn't even have
enough to buy a meal from LJS
at the end of the day.. -.-
Had to borrow from lin. WAHAHA.

There's no crocodile at action city.

I want so very badly to resource.
Sherwyn and Gillian went. =[
For the 2nd and 4th time respectively.
I'm so very jealous. =(

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:03 AM]]

December 09, 2005

So much for studying hard.
But not so smart lahs.

I counted like..
it's either a borderline pass or fail.

If only I didn't skip chapter 7.
Then I'd be very very happy now. -.-

I really don't wanna retake. =s

And was in the taxi on the way to expo.
Was very, very happy to see greenery.
But I felt so sick after that. -.-

Reached there and decided to go
see the John Little sale.
WAHAHAHA. I think people must
have thought I'm crazy cuz I kept
smiling away at everything.

After the exam we went to
walk walk walk walk walk
then eat and walk again.
Wahaha.

I want to go to a playground and
play with the swinggggg..

Ok I still have another exam. -.-
Off for now. =))

-nIx- @ [[8:51 PM]]

December 08, 2005

And all this studying has finally taken
a toll on Aidan.

Oh me oh my.
My motivation level is also draining away.

But I feel so damn smart.
Havn't covered or skipped a total
of about 6chapters.
Not so smart after all.

I spent my time reading out my stuff
to my mum.
Wahaha.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:28 PM]]

3 posts in a row. Haah.

countdown to exam.
25hrs 20minutes.

I am so doomed. =x
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:36 PM]]

Boredom made me try to sing the
National Anthem.

Smart me.
I can only remember the tune
but not the words.

So much for being "patriotic".
Heh.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:36 PM]]

Happy now. =))

And I've got all the mood to study.
At least for now I still think I do.

Woke up at 9am. WAhaha.
I'm such a pig.
I intended to wake up at 8am.
But then I just kept extending the alarm.

Revised through chapters 1 to 9,
skipping 7 and 10.
I hope they don't come out.
I feel so damn good.
Because I can answer all the stuff
and remember them.

I better not see the revision kit
till I finish my whole book.
And if by then, I can't answer a shit,
blame the examiners.

Shall return to 11 later.

I know I'm behind time but I need
breaks. Hehe.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:30 PM]]

December 07, 2005

I played a game of minesweeper
and checkers.
Though I lost the checkers,
thrashing the minesweeper make me
feel so damn good. Hahahaa.

Got the mood to study for awhile more.

And now more or less back to square 1.

..... ... ...?

I don't know.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:15 PM]]

Blasting music has never been
this good.

At this rate my ears will burst.

In this mood it takes me 2hours
to memorise a page.
Like that's gonna help much.

I wanna go overseas!

I should be studying.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[4:01 PM]]

I'm paying like a hundred bucks
to torture myself.

Could have spent the money on
more meaningful stuff.

What for what for?

And although breaking down isn't
the best solution to passing exams.
I don't know.
Whatever.

From the time I woke up and
stared into the book I cried.
Then I stopped and I cried again.

Stupid module.

My mind is blank.

I seriously need a break
but I can't have one.

I havn't been out for 10days.
And I won't for 12days.
Then another 7days...

I don't understand how people
can stay home for so many days.
Downright boring.
Not even games can suffice
my craving for going out.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[2:33 PM]]

December 06, 2005

Temptation to break down is high.
Ok. I did.

I'm full of profanities now, mentally.
One look at the revision kit.
They give one sentence long questions
and expect you to write a whole page.
And if that's possible they give
one paragraph of info in the textbook.

Like how are you supposed to get
real life examples if I'm not in Britain.

And I don't read news either.
Ass.

One look at the book and a few seconds
later I'm tearing away like some idiot.

I guess I'm just too young for this
module.

I shouldn't be online but there's
nothing else to do but
study
eat
sleep
study
eat
sleep.

And sacrificing my time off OZ
and play and outings.

I guess I'm not so interested in this.
My mum found me a part time accounting
job and I didn't even want it.

The smartest choice I did.

I want to go out go out go out.

Maybe I should just quit school,
get my refund and stop wasting
my parent's money for nothing.

... ... . .... ... ..........

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:02 PM]]

Couldn't resist the temptation
to come online.
3days to my exam and I still have
more than half the book to complete.
Very good job.

I skipped chatper 10 because
I found it tough.
Yes. That's not the way,
but I'll leave it for last..
If I still have time.

I can't stare failure in the eye.
Maybe if I fail this module,
it's just not meant to be.
My future job, everything.
I really don't take much interest
in Accounting. But...
I guess I screwed up somewhere, somehow.

I wanna go overseas NOW!
Ok, maybe not.

But I swear I'm gonna take a day off
studying straight after this exam,
even if it cost my T4 precious marks.
I've had enough studying.

Maybe I should've just taken one paper
this year...

Dumbest idea ever.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:51 PM]]

December 05, 2005

Somewhere over the rainbow..

Random songs come in my mind.
Okay, tunes.
I don't know the lyrics.

I'm rather slack today.
So very behind schedule.
Oh me, oh my.

Actually, I'm rather sick of studying.
I dread exams.
Oh well.

And I was awoken by sms-es
during my little nap. =x
After a few smses -
Aidan : Stupid people fixing the aircon. Aircon so noisy.
My reply : Stupid people smsing the handphone. Phone so noisy.
Aidan : So be it.

LOL.
Couldn't get back to sleep after the sms
so I went back to studying.

I should go back to my books. =s

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:40 PM]]

December 04, 2005

Was deciding if I should change blog adress
but the ones I like are taken.
Mostly by people who don't update,
or just create and let them be.
Spoilers.

...............................

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:05 PM]]

My earphone's gonna die soon.

I've got nothing much to write actually,
except that I vacuumed my room.
And it needs another vacuum.
Because of the remains of my eraser. x(

I'm such a kind soul.
Created an OZ account for my buddyie.
Heh heh.

Thanks byon for the trouble. =x

I'm so behind my study schedule. =x

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:00 PM]]

December 03, 2005

First of all.
1. If I had a child,
I'd not let him/her watch Kids Central.
Why?

"You are such a jerk."
"And I'll make love to you, etc etc."
"Son of a bitch"

Those are what my mum and me heard.
Doh.

No wonder kids nowadays are so
filled with expletives, etc.

Ok what the hell am I doing watching
Kids Central.

2. I packed my room.. floor.
From the time the sun was still
up till it set.
That's right! 6.45pm till 7.45pm.

3. Complete the sentence.
If not for the exams.....
I'd be going out.

4. Weekends at home are boring because...
the tv programmes are horrible.

5. I planned to wake up at like
9 or 10am but I ended up waking up
close to 12pm, later than the
previous two days.
Very good improvement indeed.

6. Where is everyone when
I want to talk to them.

7. I really don't have much to say
but I'm currently feeling like a robot
with lots of things to complain about.

Yada yada.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:20 PM]]

1.
Sometimes I gotta think for myself.

I'm not going to Escape
(Ps. The theme park in Singapore.)
and enjoy myself for a day,
then fail my exams and go boohoo.
Then study and slog so much again
and wait half a year for the next exam.

I can't risk it.
Cuz I have... 5exams waiting next year.
If I fail any, it'll increase the load.

So, sorry that I can't go.

I'm so distracted by two stuff.
1. My trip. =D
2. You go figure out.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:15 AM]]

December 02, 2005

I've been having stupid nightmares.
But I can't remember today's.
I only know I slept for like
9 to 10hours. Pig.
Okay more than that, including my breaks.

Everyone seems to be offline,
in the afternoon and now.

Tempted to go to the superteens outing.

Was reading through my msn chat logs
and realised I'm rather childish. Hehheh.
I can't insist that I still am.

I extended my Msn nick. Hehheh.
Cuz I got so bored of my short nick.

One more week to the exams
and I'm not done.
I havn't even gone through
the text a second time,
nor the revision kit,
nor the study guide.
Doomed. Heh.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:00 PM]]

There's this IC number of
someone born in 1989
that keeps appearing in my head
for many months or maybe years.

And I can't figure out to whom
it belongs.
I even got the letter of the number
right. I checked this IC check website.
http://www.geocities.com/wailian/NRICApplet/

WHO ARE YOUUUUU?
And sometimes I really think
I invented that number myself.
But the ending letter? =/
Bah.

I've been studying for 10minutes
and sleeping for 2hours today.
Maybe I over exaggerated but it's
more or less like that. =s

Right now there's this indian guy
on news talking chinese.
My dad is bound to say something
about us not being able to speak
our own language, etc.

I'm gonna watch tv!
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[6:48 PM]]

December 01, 2005

I cracked a mirror by stepping on it.
I feel so bad.
My precious gift.
I'm so sorry.

Am eating the lemon from my
aunt, from her lemon tree in US.
I love the skin. Hehe.
Yummy.
And I don't really take fancy
in lemons. This one just tastes nice.
Limade. xD
Minute Maid's Lemonade is too sweet.

Would really like to laze by the bed
and look out the window for
the one and only star I saw again.
And the nice, nice colour of the sky
during sunrise.
Hahaha. <3

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:44 PM]]

3.
How I wish my exams would end now.
Ok. How I wish there wasn't exams.

Chocolates didn't help much today.
And I couldn't have possibly
take it so freely since it's
all the way from US.

But music did make me go crazy.
Haha.
Was blasting music in my room.

Sooner or later my neighbours
would come hammering on my door
and demand for the girl that
sings so horribly and blasts music
like nobody's business.
You can't blame me. =s
I'm just trying to destress.

Scratched off quite alot of nailpolish
off my fingernails.
Bad habit. Tssk.

Brr. I'm so lonely here. =(

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:07 PM]]